麻木

很喜欢这部电影，刚开始看感觉还有些排斥，
然而一分一秒过去，仿佛我就置身于他麻木的世界，
然后才发现了解，他，只是千千万万个人格麻木人群中的一员，
我，你，他，都处于这种麻木中。
寻求药物治疗，精神治疗，想摆脱这种麻木，
其实没有必要，连研究室的人都说了，就接受现实吧，
每个人都有麻木的盲点，
只不过在这部电影里，男主人公经历了太多生活上的起伏，
后来想想，每个人都一样。

Numb

What does it feel like when you get up struggling to prevent the line of reality from blurring into dreams that you just wake up from? You know perfectly well that the reality won't go anywhere but still can't you perceive it with your own sense. You know people are there but you just can not imagine they are the same person as you with personal consciousness. Things go wrong and you know it but you do not know what to do.

The movie makes a brave trial trying to define both what a anxiety disorder psychotics looks like in others' eyes and what he really feels. And I had to admit that the later part is gorgeously well-down. He brings me into his world, but it's probably due to me sharing similar experience rather than the movie being great.

The movie hints on many family influences shaping his character but must be missed by few for the sake of romance. The argument between his mother and him humorously reveals his childhood as loveless and careless, a void impeded him to seek comfort through his father(probably why his death was so feared) and , later, on Sara. But does not it seems strange for a girl as beautiful as Sara to fall in love with some doomed guy when they first met? Well, though the movie does not specifically point it out, I guess Sara experienced something similar that makes her longing for a companion who guard loyally and who would never leave. Such a desire is what she truly meant when she spoke of her ideal partners at the moment she fell in love with him. But she was, eventually, not in the same world as his and would move forward when she got what she wanted. Yeah, tears crept on her check at their last confrontation , few months after break-up. But I personally interpreted it only as a retrospective sign since those pearl-like tears were all she reacted.

This film does not deploy what Sara thought as much as it did with him, through which the film successfully isolates him from everyone including his better half who he loved the most. However, such isolation is delivering to watchers with a humorous air which some may find unrealistic and too optimistic. But what we should always keep in mind is that movie is an art piece and the real life characters cease to be real as soon as they enter it. We get what the producer trying to say and that's fine.

看这部片子，最初也是冲着Matthew，太喜欢Friends里的Chandler。虽然早已知道这片子完全是另一个路数，可是真正开始看的时候，还是有些惊讶。
这样的话题，严肃的有点闷，有点沉重。许多眼神和表情的特写镜头，那种迷茫和无助，让人难受。
人格分裂。挣扎，找不到出口。绝望。
药物，心理咨询，家庭，性，统统显得无力。
生活至此，甚至连爱都无法救赎，还有什么可以呢？
片子不长，节奏倒也不快，有时候细致的甚至有些琐屑。以为结局会有些亮色，可是，依然无解。转了一圈，似又回到原点，虽然有了不同的心境。当一切注定无法改变，是不是只能接受呢？
当初心理学的课上放的片子是心灵捕手，我觉得，这部片子倒也值得用来参照。现实，没有那么多的happy ending吧。
It sucks，but you have to deal with it. This is life.

　　有时候我们谁也改变不了，
　　就像最后派瑞的哥哥还是冷漠的关上了门，
　　不知道这一家子除了爸爸为什么都这么恨派瑞。
　　很伤感，人生就是这么无奈。
　　病也治不好，爱的人不一定如影片中能最后回来，
　　只有微笑站在黎明的街头，无条件的接受了，
　　接受这个现实。不再焦虑，不再痛苦，
　　现在面前的苍白无力，
　　却比内心的斗争和哀怨来的舒服，
　　人，总是要向现实低头的。

青少年时期，我娘多次问我，要不要带你去看心理医生
我说，好。
结果我娘却对我说，你都意识到意识到自己要去看心理医生了，所以你心理没有问题，所以就不用去看心理医生。
如果说我不要去看心理医生，那我娘就也不会带我去看心理医生
不管怎么样，我都不回去看心理医生。
昨日看电影的时候就想起了事情

情节有的情节很搞笑，尤其是那个搭讪后变成自己的治疗医师，然后又发展成为炮友...不知道那个女的后来是不是开始免费给他“治疗”，以及后来到了专治他鸟病的意愿，他问了句，“你和你的病人上过床么？”有点讽刺，黑色幽默。 还有那些职业医生们，互相的利益锁链，把病人互相介绍，赚取他们的钱。“一定是那个哈佛的SB给你开的药。”让我冷笑了一下。
现在快节奏的生活让每个人每天的生活都变得麻木，吃药，看医...似乎都不能解决精神空虚的病。有了宝马，有了新房，但是还是忍不住偷盗...物质带来的处理生理的需求。别无其他...也许，解铃还需系铃人！回归到生活的本身，让爱来拯救你，我。

看完电影，就像被洗脑一般。乱哄哄的，不知所措。。。
让我印象最深的无疑是男主角像猫头鹰样的头，迷茫的眼神，憔悴的面容。。。
想得太多了，就容易大脑混乱；
生活就是这样，总会有乱七八糟的事情困扰你，让你不得不胡思乱想。。
表面上光鲜的人不知道心里已经烂到什么地步，
而外表已经憔悴落魄的人们，又是多么可怜，
有谁会在乎？

精神病人，，，，其实

也是一种活法。。。。。。。。